i just told my mom i died at birth and i’ve been a ghost this entire time just growing and manifesting into the daughter she’d lost
and she’s just like
well please go to the light because i am tired of your shit
i wont let this video die
what did I just watch?
If he gave me reasons, one more than ‘because I love you’ when he doesn’t show it at all, if he gave me reasons this would change, change as he did about one or two months ago.
I will learn how to love him for what he really is, now that he opened himself to me, not in a good way but I will learn to love his demons as he learned to stand mines, we wouldn’t have to fight over pointless stuff because everything would be meaningless compared to ‘what we have’…